We went to see some of my friends in a musical called "13". I'm a theatre lover, and I've grown up around it my whole life. Sometimes I forget that other people haven't and so I get all energetic and loud around my theatre friends. John is amazing, because no matter how irritating I get, he makes the effort to support me in theatre. He wants me to be happy. Sometimes he does get annoyed by theatre people, which I completely understand. But he's so wonderful about it.
I got cast as Beth in "Little Women: The Musical" and John was really supportive of me through all my panic attacks before my audition and callbacks. It's amazing how sweet he is about everything, even when he may not be completely comfortable with what I'm doing. There are things he doesn't want me to do, but that's because he wants me to be close to God, and that's sometimes really hard in theatre. But no matter what, he wants me to be happy and I think he knows that I wouldn't do anything to hurt him or my faith. But just having someone there to say "I'm proud of you and I'll be at your show" or to say "You got this! Go be amazing!" is great.
So thank You, God for giving John to me, and thank you, John, for always being there.
And another note of love... I watched THE VOW today. I liked it. Not my favorite movie, but I liked the idea of it. It got me thinking a lot about love and about what life would be like if suddenly I woke up and didn't remember anything about my life except things that had happened years ago. It was a scary thought. But it also got me to realize how wonderful my relationship is. No matter what, John is there for me. He's been there for me through breakdowns, excitement, sadness, everything. I've been blessed with the opportunity to watch him go from a freshman to a senior. I'm so proud of him. There have been people that hated our relationship, there have been people who love it. There have been hard times. But somehow, we've gotten through it all and been together for over 2 and a half years. These years have been the best of my life. All the little things he's done for me (like get me my favorite drink from starbucks as a little part of my Christmas gift, listen to CD's with me, etc) mean so much. He's helped me with Latin and Greek, he's helped me through my transfer to Trinity, he's helped me through health problems and such. He's incredible. Most importantly, though, he has led me to God. He's shown me so many wonderful things about faith, God, hope, prayer, and life. I am truly blessed. I love you, John Paul. You are such an amazing blessing and I thank God for you every day.
I find this really cute :)
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