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Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Help...Someone...Anyone?

This had to have been one of the worst days I've had in a long time. My history teacher really made me mad (like he always does) and just refused to help us review for our IMPOSSIBLE exam that's TOMORROW. He threw a bunch of new stuff at us, said we had to know a bunch of maps we never even looked at, and just was being flat out stupid. I spent my lunch break crying, then sobbed again for like an hour at home trying to study and still haven't completely stopped (It's been 4 hours). I'm a mess. I really needed someone to talk to. I felt like no one cared. But John was wonderful enough to listen to me cry my eyes out both at school and at home, and offer advice and help. He sat with me at lunch and rubbed my back while I tried not to scream in frustration. So suffice it to say, today was not good. I couldn't really even bring myself to pray all that well just because I was feeling so low. But every time I would put myself down or go into another fit of hysterics, John would say "I'll pray for you" and somehow I'd feel a little better and calm down a bit. I'm still really stressed out and my eyes are really puffy and red (and they hurt like heck!) but I know that God is watching out for me and that my amazing boyfriend believes in me enough to help me through the rough times and tell me that I can do it. So thank you, John, for praying for me. And thank You, God, for caring for me and holding me in Your Sacred Arms. I love You, O My God!

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