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Monday, October 29, 2012

God Gave Me You

So last night John was talking about how he can generally give a good, unbiased description of people, and he went on to describe some of his friends. But then he caught me off guard and said
"But if someone asked me 'what's your girlfriend like?' I wouldn't know what to say. At first I thought maybe it was because I didn't know you well enough. Then I thought more about it - I'd be more detailed. You are never predictable. You always surprise me with something more amazing than I expect. I feel like I'm funny and talkative around other people and that they respect me, I'm confident around them and I feel good when I'm with other people. But with you I feel completely myself. I feel so loved and accepted. I feel so funny and confident. But then when you want to, you can completely throw me off. You can stop me in my tracks and make me think I'm not even close to deserving of you. And so even though I feel more confident and accepted with you than I do with my friends who I am completely good with, I feel like I have to constantly work harder to impress you and care for you and be yours. I don't know if I'll ever feel as though I'm good enough for you. Just because I don't think anyone could be. Honey, I love you."
I'm a truly blessed girl to have someone like John in my life, and I'll never be thankful enough to God and to him for the immense love I've received from both of them. <3

God bless and have an amazing day! Stay safe from Hurricane Sandy, and pray for those in her path.

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